this is how you make magic
These readings are timeless. Trust what resonates and allow yourself to let go of what doesn’t.
Things are shifting at the moment, and they're heading in a positive direction even though it may not feel like it for you. There's something you've lost out on, or feel like you've lost out on and there's a lot of sadness around that, you're spending a lot of time thinking deeply about how things could have been if you'd reached that goal or been offered that opportunity, and that sadness is valid, of course – but what is the root?
The root is that you know your potential, you see it, you believe in yourself, that there is something brighter destined to happen to you. The actual disappointment you're feeling is just regarding the timing.
Whatever is destined for you will come in due course.
Reconnecting with Trusted Souls
The problem at the moment is that you're getting caught up in your own internal narrative about how things should be, and have lost touch with the bigger picture of your current life.
There is always a different perspective that you can choose to inhabit. That doesn't mean that how you see things now is wrong – it's just one way of seeing things.
Connect with someone you trust. The person who understands your deepest wounds. This isn't about getting a pep talk or being told you're brilliant, it's about asking someone you trust for their perspective on the situation.
Can they see a potentially positive future outcome that you can't? Do they have a life experience that is comparable? When you share your energy with this person you create a combined energy of love and reciprocity that God will take note of. You're struggling with your spiritual energy at the moment and so the universe is responding to your energy by sending you more struggle, but when you connect with people on a slightly higher frequency, you remind your body that it's safe to vibrate higher, to feel optimism, to tap into hope.
Find that energy and learn from it. Watch how they speak and move, and use it as an example that you can carry yourself differently. You'll be surprised at how quickly the universe responds with new opportunities and wins.
Reclaiming Your Hidden Power
The thing you feel you lack is merely a part of your soul that you have hidden in the shadows. When you feel as though you lack resources, you are invited to tap into the infinite wisdom that you've forgotten lives within you.
When you lack love, you're asked to witness the endless love within you that can be directed at yourself. When you lack confidence, you are asked to witness how every part of you is perfect and needs no justification to exist.
This kind of work can feel like moving into unknown territory and comes with a lot of fear. What if I don't like what I find when I look at myself? What if I'm impossible to love? What if I make the wrong decision?
This is all part of the path, part of the journey of taming your ego and reminding yourself that every sliver of self-doubt, every worry, every mistake you make is divinely guided, and can shape shift into a different meaning when you view it from a higher perspective.
I know that you're feeling resistance to all of this. It all feels arduous and pointless and as though you're not doing it right. But there's no right way to live this life. There is only the right way for you.
Can you see that now?
That when you feel like you're not enough, you're measuring your worth against someone else's standards? You exist as enough without ever having to try. When you're at ease, when things flow naturally, when creativity seeps from your pores, when you laugh and cry and feel connected with life, THAT is the rightness of your life. It doesn’t feel like work.
Creating Magic Through Simplicity
You make magic when you let go of all that baggage, all that perceived expectation, all that self-imposed pressure to get it right.
You make magic when you strip all the unnecessary things and people from your life.
You make magic when you prioritise the things that make you feel connected to god. Paint. Sew. Play with your babies. Laugh with a lover. Cherish these moments and you will cherish your life and the universe will receive the signal and deliver more, more, more.
When you build a life out of things that you love, the foundations create a structure that feels solid, yet alive, it will become the heartbeat of your soul's journey, always guiding you back to what matters.
Love you,
Fiona
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Cards pulled: Ace of Wands, Strength, The Lovers, 4 of Wands
Tarot deck used: Queer Tarot by Ash & Jess