ending an era of ‘you’
These readings are timeless. Trust what resonates and allow yourself to let go of what doesn’t.
The energy this week can easily be misconstrued as anxiety. But what's really in the air is anticipation. While you believe you're wringing your hands out of worry, your spirit is rubbing there hands together in excitement.
cycle of self-judgement
Let me guess — you've been taking stock of life and asking why you made all those questionable decisions in the past. Looking at your younger self through a lens of judgement, dismissing their innocence, their naivety.
But what you're really diminishing is their resilience. Their ability to fall down and get back up again, to remain hopeful that things could change, to stay optimistic in the face of failure.
Now, I know that after hearing that you probably want to get straight into berating your current self for being too judgey about your younger self, but wait. That's not what's required here.
Do you see how that just perpetuates the cycle? Do you see how when you tell yourself off like a child who has behaved badly, your self-esteem continues to spiral downwards and then you can't help but hate yourself?
rewriting your past
This is the moment where you get to choose how you treat yourself.
You get to switch your approach, and in doing so, in seeing your past actions as lessons (instead of proof that you are broken) you actually rewrite your past.
Those 'mistakes' become wisdom that you can access instantaneously. This shifts your trajectory for the future and opens up new timelines that were previously blocked.
discomfort of not knowing
So while this excitement energy masquerades as anxiety, this week, let it. Let the energetic flavour of this week just be, without judgement, without claiming responsibility for it, or trying to fix it through relentless self-soothing.
Take care of yourself, yes, but challenge yourself to bear witness to the discomfort of not knowing that comes next. Be brave and sit inside the void of possibility.
Before anything new, there is always nothing.
the end of an era of you
You're letting go of a big, meaningful part of your identity at the moment. This is the end of an era in terms of the concept of you, but know that the more you cling on the longer the process will take.
Aren't you ready to stretch out your limbs? To inhabit a bigger space? To show the world who you really are?
the frequency of allowing
Allowing is absolutely key this week. No big decisions. No tinkering with plans and projects unless it's rooted in a deep sense of knowing and connected to the divine. You'll know it when you feel it.
Instead, put your focus on your vibration and tapping into the energy of allowing. When you allow this anxious/jittery energy to be, it swirls around you but it cannot penetrate your field. When you stabilise your energy into the frequency of 'allow' the universe will reciprocate and you will be 'allowed' to be yourself in new areas your life.
I'm hearing 'live and let live' as a motto to stick by this week, as a way to remind yourself that taking care of your side of the street is more important than what anyone else is up to, and that doing this will attract your destined outcome.
Love you,
Fiona
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Cards pulled: 7 of Pentacles, Wheel of Fortune, Knight of Cups
Tarot deck used: Queer Tarot by Ash & Jess