you’re no longer resisting the desire to speak up

these readings are timeless. Trust what resonates and allow yourself to let go of what doesn’t.

This week begins with you clinging on for dear life. It’s funny though, because you’re not actually in a place that calls for that kind of energy. It’s an old reflex, muscle memory rising up from somewhere you’ve outgrown.

Because you know that everything you’re seeking is accessible from within. You know this. Remember. Remember. Remember.

hiding your power

Every Monday, you instinctively zip up your power and tuck it away, as though it can’t be shown to the outside world. There’s a fear there, so you tighten your grip on the physical world, forgetting that what you see in 3D is only a sliver of reality. It’s not the whole truth.

But you’re human, we’re all human, and we all need constant reminding of our natural connection to universal source energy.

Forgive yourself for slipping into outdated ways of thinking. You may find yourself preoccupied with issues you thought you’d worked through: fixating on your physical body, obsessively checking your bank balance, or gatekeeping opportunities for others because you think it affects your own ability to succeed.

witness the pattern

Move through these feelings. Don’t shut them out. Write them down, acknowledge them, and most importantly, witness them and shower them with compassion.

What does that look like?

Well, for me it’s something like: “Hey Fiona, I see you’re worrying about your weight again. It’s just as well you’ve figured out that you are more than a meat suit, isn’t it? You’re an expansive spiritual being who can’t be hindered by physical limitations! You’re learning to let go of this stuff, you’re doing really well!”

Know that repeating old patterns you thought you’d released is not a failure. Why? Because there is a huge difference between repeating them blindly, without awareness, and what you’re doing now, which is repeating patterns with consciousness and self-awareness.

growth spiral

This is why we talk about self-growth and spiritual evolution as a spiral. You circle around the same issues again and again, but each time you view them with new eyes, from a new perspective, with wisdom that lets you see them in a different light.

As you drop this pattern (which looks set to be done and dusted around Tuesday), you’ll see things manifest quickly. No lottery wins or mysterious benefactors, here, I’m afraid, but there will be events and situations that you know are proof you’ve released that old pattern.

And that’s not because the universe suddenly started sending things your way, It’s because you dissolved the narrative that was acting as a barrier to the goodness that has been flowing toward you all along.

challenging others

You may experience some conflict this week with someone in power, an authority figure attempting to pull the wool over your eyes, trying to make you believe things have to be a certain way, or that you must present yourself in a “palatable” manner to fit their perception of ‘normal’.

But you’re not taking bait.

You’re becoming so self-assured that you’re no longer resisting the desire to speak up and be your authentic self, even in spaces that encourage you not to.

The energy around this conflict is surprisingly playful. I’m seeing a manager trying to enforce some silly office rule, and you finding a loophole that lets you defy it without getting into trouble. It’s not malicious; it’s you realising, and demonstrating to others, that the rules and regulations we treat as immovable are often made-up, flimsy, and perfect fodder for a little humour.

The King of Swords brings powerful confidence into your week. If any opportunities arise (I’m hearing speaking gigs, presentations, giving feedback, podcast appearances) you should consider going ahead with them, even if you would previously have shied away. These opportunities are setting the stage for you to be seen and heard, and to cement your belief that your voice is valuable.

Love you,

Fiona

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Cards pulled: 5 of Coins, The Magician, The Hierophant, King of Swords

Tarot deck used: Queer Tarot by Ash & Jess

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