the life-force you're learning to wield
these readings are timeless. Trust what resonates and allow yourself to let go of what doesn’t.
There are so many distractions in the way for you this week. Your mind is like a pinball machine, popping around, ideas firing around but not really going anywhere, just thoughts for the sake of thinking.
You’re scared of silence in the mind, scared that if you stop thinking then you will stop planning ahead and lose track of all the ways that harm can find you. You don’t want to relax because you’ve never felt safe enough to relax. So you can only find safety in the doing, in the act of hyper-vigilance. Alertness is your status quo.
speed demon
With the Knight of Swords, someone or something is trying to convince you that speed is most celebrated symbol of success. And so you keep getting distracted with things that promise to make your life easier, a software tool or an online webinar that ends up taking up more of your time and teaching you nothing.
You’re craving speed as though that is proof you are safe, but what you need is to accept is this: the way you work is slow. You are at your best when you are able to move at a slower pace than other people.
So try not to give into the distractions that promise to save you time this week — if it seems too good to be true then it probably is… and there is no substitute for consistency, patience, and trust in your own ability.
focus on the path
What you’re aiming for this week is symbolised by The Chariot. You should dedicating focus to a particular goal, by which I mean a particular energetic space that you want to inhabit more frequently.
Because you know it’s not the house that makes you feel successful, it’s not the partner that makes you feel worthy…. all these feelings originate within you and therefore you can create them now. It’s just that you keep forgetting and then you have to be reminded again and again. Stay focused on this truth when you get frustrated at how long things are taking to come to fruition.
Patience and dedicated focus is helping you learn to turn on your chosen energetic frequency at will. This is the path you’ve chosen, the path you are on, and the path that is littered with distractions.
body maintenance
You’re being asked to tend to your body this week with the 9 of Pentacles. Don’t avoid any routine checkups. Do the things that you know are good for your body, even if they seem boring or like you don’t have time.
Remember, the most important thing you can focus on this week is cultivating your energy, so make time for it. Keep that energy moving through exercise, nourish the body with food and water that sustains you and allows mental clarity, you know what your body needs, tend to is as the vessel that protects your precious energy, the life-force that you are learning to wield as we speak.
Love you,
Fiona
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Cards pulled: 9 of Pentacles, The Chariot, Knight of Swords
Tarot deck used: Queer Tarot by Ash & Jess